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Thursday, May 17, 2007

Thu, 17 May 2007 03:43:59 GMT

started spring practices on monday.
soo sore. djnbakwbeajwhbera;
it's sorta fun, i guess.
hhahaha.

i've been going to bed at 9/10 or even 8:30 for the
past three nights, yet i'm still falling asleep in class.

thing's are goood.
looooove NOT having euro things to do.

summer

Tue, 15 May 2007 03:00:35 GMT

is SUPER SOOON!
i plan on enjoying my last four weeks
as a sophomore.

i need to take pictures para la
clase de foto.
.. hahaha.

i'm tiiiiiiiiiiiiired.

euro.

Sat, 12 May 2007 04:35:52 GMT

as of right now, i'm just so relieved it's over.
i can worry about the scores later. :)

chipotle + disturbia = fun nighttt.
hahahaha. what to say?

thattttt's about it?

idk.

<3

for good

Tue, 08 May 2007 02:22:51 GMT

I'm limited.
Just look at me - I'm limited
And just look at you -
You can do all I couldn't do, Glinda
So now it's up to you
For both of us
Now it's up to you.

I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you.

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good.

It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend.
Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you:

Because I knew you:
I have been changed for good

And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness
For the things I've done you blame me for

But then, I guess we know
There's blame to share

And none of it seems to matter anymore

Like a comet pulled Like a ship blown
From orbit as it Off it's mooring
Passes a sun, like By a wind off the
A stream that meets Sea, like a seed
A boulder, half-way Dropped by a
Through the wood Bird in the wood

Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
I do believe I have been changed for the better?

And because I knew you:
Because I knew you:

Because I knew you:
I have been changed for good.

the curious incident of the dog in the night-time

Sun, 06 May 2007 18:51:58 GMT

it's a book about this fifteen year old autistic boy
who has a hard time understanding human emotions.
mmmm. it's a good, easy read.
i think it was 7th or 8th grade.. i attempted to read
it for fun, but i never got into it.

school's out in a month and two days..?!
as fast as the year went by and as sad as i will
be when the school year comes to an end,
we ALLLLL need summer here now. :)

to kill a mockingbird isn't as bad as it was
reading for flesher, hahaha.

<3

Saturday, May 05, 2007

Sat, 05 May 2007 03:30:59 GMT

today, i woke up at 4:30 to study for euro.
by 5, i was like.. "what am i doing?"
i'm stressing out over this more than i am for the ap test.
basically; EFFFFF THISSSSSS.

i can honestly say i got nothing out of euro.
he spoonfed us the answers and we memorized.
we all have a's but we learned.. nothing.
and it's partially our fault for not doing the reading,
but either way, i got nothing out of this class.

people didn't come to school today to study for the final tmrw.
basically did NOTHING the whole day..
fashion show in spanish, read in english, slept in math,
recorded thompson skateboarding in chem, had a sub in euro,
had the same speaker as we did at dcon speak to asb people for fifth,
and studied for euro during sixth.

for the past several months, i've been treating my mom like crap.
i honestly couldn't figure out why i did or what made me say everything i said.
it had a lot to do with losing respect or me just having problems
understanding why things happened the way it did.
i came home today and cried and told my mom i was sorry for everything
and she just looked at me surprised and nodded.
i don't know. that keith hawkins guy does wonders.
i cried when he told us about his four year old daughter.
i don't have a great relationship with my parents and.. i'm going to work on that
because when chris leaves for san diego, she's all i have.

i don't know why i'm writing this.
maybe it's cus i want to avoid euro.

i thought over so many things..
for the past month or whatever, i've been talking to franco
and i told him i just didn't like basketball anymore.
like, i stopped liking it after my freshman year.
he said people would understand if i quit because i have so much things to do.
when i entered high school, 4 yrs of basketball seemed like a given thing.
it was just like, "duh, of course you're gonna do it for all four years."
now, it's all different. iiiiiiiii don'ttttttttt knowwwwwwwwwww.

i'm on chapter 11 out of 25 chapters.
and i need to review all the epics.

i'm sick of being so mediocre.
i need to find something i'm good at.
besides talking and listening.

i love life.

nooooooooooooooooooooot.

this weekend

Mon, 30 Apr 2007 04:49:26 GMT

was a waste.
ksdjfnklawbelakhwbefjlkah.

i want coffee.

more i listen to jason mraz,
more i fall in love with him.
jeeez, he's amazing.

sometimes.

Wed, 25 Apr 2007 05:08:56 GMT

sometimes i wish i continued with the project 365.
sometimes i wish we didn't have to read a separate peace.
it made me realize so many things i don't even want to admit.
sometimes i wish people wouldn't hold grudges.
sometimes i wish i was faster at picking up how others feel.
sometimes i think franco's the only adult i can confide in.
sometimes i feel out of place.
sometimes i stress out about the stupidest things ever.
sometimes i want to go drive when i don't even know how.
sometimes, if i didn't have a diary to write in, i think i would explode and die.

Monday, April 23, 2007

Mon, 23 Apr 2007 02:39:40 GMT

DCON was funn.
roomed with chanel chun & melissa medina.
had crapload of junk food, but no liquid whatsoever.
i thought i was gonna dieee from thirst half of the time.

-friday.
missed alll of friday's activities except for whatever
happened AFTER 10:30 due to interviews. hahahahhahaha.
apparently, there was this great motivational speaker guy on friday
who i didn't get to see/hear, but i saw him later on so yayyy.
crashed as soon as we got into the hotel room. :]

- saturday.
started off in caucus where we questioned the possible
candidates for the officers for next year.
most of us slept through it seeing that it was like, 8.
then we went off to the workshops.
some were quite interesting and some.. not as much. :)
found out i was more expressive at the personality workshop
and mr. hawthornes [the speaker] guy almost made me cry.
"words soon become your actions & actions will become your
habits and habits will soon become a part of your character."
kevin and i befriended this guy named DREW
who was prettty funny in a weird way, HAHAHAHAHAH.
no, really though. his jokes were like, oddly funny.
but i liked him because he let me listen to his ipod and he was a KOALA. <3333
what else happened on saturday?
general sessions were better than workshops because it was all 3,200
key clubbers in one HUUUUUUUGE rooom place and we got to see
what key club was all about. dksafnlekhabjwehbwketa.
at 10ish was the governer's ball which was just.. like, a dance.
it was fun, hahahahaha. i kept laughing when i saw people's facial expressions.
for the last 30 minutes, i hung out with the providence kids cus aram was there.
whaaaaaaaaat else. came back to the hotel room sometime after 12 something.
went to bed around two-ish. woke up to find the t.v. on and the lights on. :)

-sunday.
woke up at 7:10ish when we were supposed to be at the lobby by 7:30.
ahahahahhaha. went to the general session, stayed for most of it,
left 10-20 minutes early to avoid "traffic", hahaha. :]
mm, left long beach around 12 something.|

will update more later..
when i finish my stack of make-up work. -__-;